A Birthday Story*

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• On November 28, 2017
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“Oh, what I would give to be 40 again!” I said to a friend who turned 40 years old just recently. He wished he were 20, prompting me to ponder the seriousness of my wish given the highlights of the day when I hit the big 40. Remembering that day still makes me shiver!

Walter –my Viennese friend –surprised me with a train ticket to Prague, where I needed a tourist visa to visit. The Czech visa, not stamped on my passport, was a document issued on a separate piece of paper. I had never been to Prague, and Walter thought it would be a sweet birthday treat to take me there. That was a long, long time ago. I try to forget but in vain.

I remember the day we arrived in Prague. It was wet, cold, and grey – quite depressing, I must say. Our hotel was ostensibly one of the best in town, but do not be impressed as this was when the East was still red. We were required to leave our passports and visa document at the reception until our departure –standard hotel procedure, we’ve been told.

While walking down the streets of Prague, I noticed a large number of Asians selling paintings. Most of them were from Vietnam on an exchange student program. I did not encounter any Filipino whose presence at even the most obscure places on earth (I bet) was quite phenomenal – thanks to our Diaspora of Filipino domestic helpers. Czechoslovakia, at that time, was still a communist country and was not a potential market for our labor export. But that was long ago. Times are better now, and to find Filipinos living and working in Prague should not come as a surprise.

It was drizzling the next day and still grey when we went out to lunch. Not a single Filipino to find, but the Vietnamese students in their army-surplus jackets were there where we last saw them selling paintings. A long queue of people caught my attention – the soup line. I was shocked to know that this was happening, especially in Europe, never mind that this was in a communist country. The scenario reminded me of Oliver Twist – the movie in black and white. My sympathy went out especially to those very young children freezing in the cold, waiting patiently for perhaps their first meal of the day.

At the train station back to Vienna, Walter asked again if I got my visa. The passport, I said, but not the permit. It did not occur that I would need it for the return trip since the hotel reception did not give it back to me. The train was about to leave – the last ride for Vienna. Walter was worried, but he said that hopefully, the Czech inspector would not ask. He was wrong. At the Austrian and Czech border, the train stopped for passport control. Three border policemen with fierce-looking German shepherds in a leash asked where my visa was. Walter explained why I didn’t have it, but they would not listen. The police officers told me to gather my luggage and get off the train. Walter tried to assure me that everything would be fine. Instead, I felt like a criminal being escorted to jail while passengers looked at me from their windows. I turned my head just in time to catch a glimpse of the train leaving. I could see Austria from a short distance. Freedom was just a glance away, so near and yet so far. Suddenly I was afraid.

They interrogated me for one hour at the train station. They screamed at me and treated me like a real con. I tried to explain in English and German, but they just refused to speak in a language I could understand. Finally, they gave me a form with instructions in the language they expected me to figure out. I did not have a pen with me, and they would not provide me with one. I was getting frustrated, tired, and edgy that I lost control of myself; I exploded and was no longer afraid. I told them in German that it was not my fault that I did not have my visa and that I would appreciate it very much if they could show some compassion and tell me what to do. Finally, one of the officers who had been flipping my passport stood up, and in fluent German, said to me that since it was my birthday that day, they would grant my wish. He said they would call the hotel to verify my visa. Otherwise, I would need to go back to Prague and go to the police headquarters and explain how I lost my permit. I was hoping against hope that the hotel would have my visa. But, of course, it wasn’t there; they told after the police made the call. It was only 4 pm, and the next train to Prague was not due until 6 pm.

After buying my train ticket, I asked the police officers for any place where I could get a drink. They gestured to this pub at the train station. The pub teemed with the locals and cloudy with cigarette smoke. I had to stand for a while to get a more unobstructed view of the surroundings. Everybody’s gaze was towards the door – with me standing still in a long winter coat, Stetson hat, with a fake Loui Vuitton travel bag (of course, made in China). Despite the situation, I wanted to laugh because the scene could be coming from one of those old black and white silent movies. Or better still from Casablanca – with Bogart in his classic raincoat, hat tilted on one side of his head, cigarette dangling leisurely between his lips, entering a bar lounge. But, of course, I couldn’t pass for Bogart; I could try Charlie Chan.

Once my view of the room cleared up, I walked to an empty table covered with a cloth filthy with cigarette ashes and looked like soil. I hesitated to sit down until the waitress came up and, with one swift stroke, lifted and flogged the tablecloth creating a swishing sound. Now free of dirt, she put it back on the table, stretched it flat – upside down.

Sitting at the following table were the three border police officers who had just interrogated me, drinking beer. They appeared friendlier this time as they smiled and raised their glasses to me, proposing a toast. I gestured if they would like to join me at my table, which they did. I said that it was my birthday and would like to buy them a drink (hoping against hope that they would just let me go back to Austria). I felt embarrassed when they admired my suit and necktie, which they said must be expensive. A western cut maybe, but no, it was not fancy, I said. They asked me about the places stamped on my passport, which they only knew by names, and told me how lucky I was to have a good job that enabled me to travel to faraway countries. It got melodramatic when they confided to me that their meager salaries could not provide a comfortable life to their families and that their children could not have beautiful clothes and toys children from my side of the world might have. Since it was my birthday, I told them I would like to do something good, offering them 100 Austrian Schillings each (about 7 Euro, which was already a significant sum). For the children, I said. They refused the offer, telling me that it was kind of me, but buying them a glass of beer was kind enough. Oh, no! You have no idea! Get the money and let me free, I wanted to say.

They kept me company until it was time for me to go. Then, they volunteered to carry my bag to the train station. Hmm, they were, in fact, friendly, I told myself. One of the officers helped me find a vacant seat while the other two stayed on the ground – with their German shepherds. When I shook his hand to say goodbye, he asked me shyly, and in a whisper, if the money offer was still valid. He could not accept it, he said, in the presence of his colleagues as it would look like he was taking a bribe. And with that, he wished me good luck in Prague and hoped to see me again sometime. In your dreams, I wanted to say.

I arrived in Prague very late in the evening and went straight to the reception and asked about my visa. They have it! Are you kidding me? I called earlier to ask, and you said you didn’t have it? I wanted to scream at him, which I didn’t, of course, knowing they could make my life miserable than it had already been since being detained at the border. Instead, I went to the bar and ordered a glass of beer. I noticed the presence of several sweet-painted ladies –seated at one corner of the lounge, some of them excitedly giggling while comparing notes, I presumed. I saw one looking with contempt at the lady who didn’t waste much time approaching me, grabbed a stool, and asked in English if I was Japanese, to which I said, Yes! She told me that she was a student at the university, 18 years old, and wanted to know if I would buy her a drink. She said the beer would be excellent and thanked me with a wet peck on the cheek for my kindness when the beer arrived. She wanted to know about my room. Search me, but I had no idea why she cared to know!

Single bed, and very narrow, indeed! I tried to discourage her if she had no place to spend the night over. I was sure that was her intention. That I snore would be a good alibi had she insisted. After a second beer, she said she needed to go to the powder room and be back soon. Once she was gone, the lady with a sneer came up to me and asked how old I thought the other girl was. She said she was eighteen. “Eighteen, my foot!” As if I cared. “She’s ancient; she’s 28!” She was full of contempt.

“She’s disgusting, isn’t she?” I gasped, mocking surprise while struggling to stifle a burst of laughter. “Save me from her, please!”

I bought her a drink. She was thirsty, she said. Japanese, I said when she asked about my nationality. I might as well be consistent with my lying, which only made her more interested in me. Tokyo, she has heard, was a very crowded and expensive city. I  said that I come from a small village miles away from Tokyo, so I’ve never been to Tokyo. If only my mother could hear me! She would pray the rosary to save my soul from eternal damnation. For lying too much!

Meanwhile, a group of five young men arrived, probably in their 30s, and sat opposite us on the other side of the bar. As I learned later, they spoke Swiss German and were there on business. Seeing my company, they immediately dabbled in excited conversation, exchanging naughty remarks, just like the boys in my class in high school would, every time the new young teacher would enter our classroom in her mini-skirt. I turned my head when I noticed them looking past over my shoulder. My original GRO was back from her trip to the powder room –her cheekbones suddenly made more prominent by a generous dab of blush-on powder, lips neon-light. She was standing behind me and was not amused to see that I was not alone. I could quickly tell Three’s Company was not her favorite TV sitcom. An argument ensued immediately between her and my redeemer.

I speak German and can understand some Swiss German; I said when it dawned on our Swiss audience that I understood them because I laughed over a particularly hilarious remark they made referring to the escalating catfight. I didn’t want to lie when asked about my origin of birth. Hearing what I just said that I was from the Philippines, the girls as if on cue, stopped bickering. The one with the sneer looked at me as if sizing me up, left in haste while mumbling some incoherent words –expletives, I bet you –but I caught some that sounded like the Philippines. Marcos! Huh? The other one was at least honest enough to tell me what she thought of the Philippines: A country of poor people living in the slums. That having said, she offered a handshake, thanked me for the beer, and wished me a pleasant stay in Prague. For the kind treatment I received, I felt very much indebted to the mass media, especially television, for an excellent job of constantly producing documentaries showcasing what they consider the only exciting subject about my country–Poverty.

Oh, look who’s talking! I felt the urge to retaliate. I have yet to see a soup line in Manila! But that would not change the image of the Philippines planted in her brain. I needed a more potent drink to calm me down. A shot of vodka did it. I raised my glass to the Swiss and greeted them the Swiss way –Gute mitenand’. They, too, were having a vodka. They asked me to join them, and we ordered more vodka. We were getting louder, our speech slurred as we emptied one bottle after another—the episode of the poor people living in the slums soon forgotten. The vodka was chilled to perfection and cheap, too, that we were drinking like it was water.

The last bottle, though, tasted like water. So, of course, it was water! The barman insisted that it was indeed vodka he served us but later relented he made a mistake when prodded to taste it himself. He feigned surprise and immediately dashed into the back room, where he presumably stored his supplies. We could hear him and his staff laughing hysterically. They must have thought that we were too intoxicated to notice the difference. He was back in no time to tell us that there was no more vodka left and apologized for giving us the bottle of water they kept in the same fridge along with the bottles of vodka. Hello! They were still laughing when we left.

I woke up the next day shortly before lunch with a light headache, and I was starving, not having had any food the previous night. I went to the restaurant and ordered steak with French fries on the side from a tiny boy who could not even be older than thirteen, I thought. He was doing his apprenticeship as a waiter in the hotel. When he returned with the food, he was with an elderly guy in the hotel uniform. He was the headwaiter. He told the boy to give me fries from a serving plate down to mine. The boy had difficulties keeping the serving spoon, and fork clamped together in his delicate little hand to catch the fries. Finally, the headwaiter took over and demonstrated how to the embarrassed tiny apprentice.

“Now, do it yourself,” he yelled. The scared little boy looked at me with a restrained smile before giving it another try. His upper lip was by then glistening with tiny pearls of sweat, his hand noticeably unsteady. A few pieces of fries skipped the grip of the serving spoon and fork, some landing on my plate, the rest on the table. Furious now, the headwaiter grabbed the silver utensils from the poor boy’s hand, scooped the fries from my dinner plate back to the serving plate, and told him to do it again. I pulled the plate away from the hand of the young fellow and slammed it on the table. Both of them froze. I did not care anymore if he could do it. I did not care for French fries either. I was starving and worried I might miss my train if this went on forever. My steak was getting cold–the sauce turning into lard.

I finally made it to Vienna. I did not see the border police who scared the living daylights out of me. They may not be on duty, but I wasn’t keen on seeing them again. Nineteen years later, the memory of them dragging me out of the train with their evil-looking German shepherds still haunts me to this day. I always wonder what happened to that tiny hotel restaurant apprentice. I wonder if he survived the ordeal or ever recovered from the horror of serving French fries ever.

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*Published by Philippines Graphic, May 12, 2008